Monday Blues

Why hello...

So, today has been a strange day - managed not to smoke at all and actually not really feeling like I want to which is freaking me out!  I usually smoke at the kitchen window (yeah, hygenic I know!) so planning on painting the kitchen tonight - 1 to keep my mind off it and 2 - when its all nice and fresh I'll feel better!

Been good foodwise, mostly fruit and water and having chicken and veggies for dinner with enough leftover for lunch tomorrow - organised!

Had to get blood taken today which always makes me feel faint so I've felt off all day since having that done!

But thats Monday out of the way, going to have dinner, paint, have a bubble bath then settle down to watch Glee with my teeth whitener in!! Rock and Roll!

Making dinner for the boy on Thursday night - any suggestions on what to make thats healthy but that he'll enjoy?

xx

Mid Years Resolutions

So, my New Year Resolution was to have a good year - doesnt sound too taxing but after last year anything could have happened!

Got off to a good start, lots of good things have been happening, mainly the return of the boy - however with this comes the inevitable slide into domesticity and comfort which in turn has lead to a 7lb weight gain that I want gone - maybe I can exchange it for my willpower which also seems to have done a bunk!

Staying at his all the time has also put a halt to my decorating and all the nice things I had planned for my gorgeous flat - I will get back to this.

I've also just stopped smoking and am hoping to avoid the weight gain that ive heard goes with it!

Sitting with teeth whitener in and writing this as a distraction to food and cigarettes!!!

Maybe writing it all down will keep me focused and accountable!  So, in the style of Miss Bridget Jones...

Today I have

Eaten - far too much, had to finish off those hobnobs to make way for next weeks health kick apparantly #thatawkwardmomentwhenyoutrytojustifyittoyourself

Smoked - my last cigarette

Drank - not enough water

Can only get better x